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Monday Tarot Reading — Monday, Jan. 19, 2015

By Sarah Taylor

Here’s an interesting fact: every single reading so far this year has had a major arcana card in the first card position. That means we have had four consecutive readings with a thematic archetypal card on the left — indicating that the foundation to what we are entering into with each reading is soul-based.

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The Devil, Ten of Cups, Six of Disks from The Röhrig Tarot deck, created by Carl-W. Röhrig. Click on the image for a larger version.

Put another way: all four readings may well be dealing with the ins and outs of our lives, yes; but they are also dealing with what is going on behind the scenes on a psycho-spiritual level. The day-to-day is the façade that overlays the playing out of something deeper. What you are doing — who you are choosing to be in every moment — is having a greater impact than you might know.

This is because major arcana cards are telling you something about how you, as an individual, both impact and are impacted by the collective. There is a paradox at work (when isn’t there?). That is: how do you appreciate and live out being part of a greater whole while also remaining true to who you are as a unique expression of life?

Let’s see how this is taking shape in the present through the cards in front of us this week.

When I showed this spread to one of my colleagues and collaborators, their first response nailed it, in my opinion: “Boobies everywhere.

The Ten of Cups is also known as “Satiety.” It is the card of family, and inherent in that is the idea of nurturing. Next to The Devil, however, and linked by the two breasts, side-by-side, you come face-to-face with the idea of nurturing in its shadow form: it asks you to look at what stifles, what neglects, what ‘nurturing’ means to you when you look inside the closet of your life and ask the question,

What it is that I have turned to to nourish me that did not nourish me in the conventional sense? What is it that was offered to me that I suckled from when I had little or no choice, because it was all that was available?

And, more important, “How can I transform this understanding into something that really can feed me? How does owning the shadow that my family mirrored to me — which is mirrored in the idea of the ‘families’ that we are still part of — give me the tools to start finding new ways to satisfy, to fulfil, myself?”

The Ten of Cups is the last numbered card in its suit. Something is full up; it has to shift. There is a movement towards emptying out so that there is room for the new. If what filled you was ‘devilish’ in its own sense, you have the opportunity now to replenish your cup — the vessel of your heart — with something altogether more conscious, and more aligned with your needs and desires.

What this has the potential to lead you to is the Six of Disks, or “Success.”

Much like the repeat visits by major arcana cards, the Sixes have also been having their day in this column. Last week, on Jan. 11, we had a Six card at centre: the Six of Swords — itself a reappearance from its presence in the reading of Dec. 14. More significantly, on Jan. 1, we had the Six of Disks in the same position as this week, which suggests that what you were working towards then is still very much in your sights and still coming along your path towards you.

The Sixes in tarot refer to the resumption of forward motion after the pause of the Fours and confusion of the Fives. The Six of Disks is that resumption as it expresses itself in your world — so this movement will be felt outwardly. Here, it is felt as a gathering.

There is a saying that you can choose your friends but not your family. In this reading, it is refined into the idea that you may not have been able to choose who was the caretaker of your emotional needs in your family of origin, but you can create something different now, which supports you in a new way — one that holds your heart, tends to it, stands by you and shares in your achievements.

It starts with you.

It starts with acknowledging your experience; what it has, and has not, given you; and what it has shown you about what you need to give yourself in order to thrive. If you do this, coming up soon is tangible feedback that the steps you are taking are ones that have the ability to enfold you in a new way of belonging.

 

Astrology/Elemental correspondences: The Devil (Capricorn), Ten of Cups (Mars in Pisces), Six of Disks (Moon in Taurus)

If you want to experiment with tarot cards and don’t have any, we provide a free tarot spread generator using the Celtic Wings spread, which is based on the traditional Celtic Cross spread. This article explains how to use the spread.

The Search for Meaning

By Amanda Moreno

I have a confession to make. I have not really been following the Charlie Hebdo story. I’ve pretty much tuned out of world news entirely, although I do pay attention a bit more at the local level.

Photo by graywacke/A Landing a Day

Photo by graywacke/A Landing a Day

I say that and then realize that for me, ‘tuning out’ still involves paying attention. I still see headlines; I still talk to people. I still listen to Planet Waves FM.

But by and large, my distrust in the media is so great that I’ve become apathetic to world news and more likely to browse reader comments to articles, or to stare at pictures to glean what I can from the images, or to scan The New York Times as I wait for my coffee in the morning.

I’m grateful to know that people here at Planet Waves are paying attention and reporting and sifting through disinformation. I myself can no longer do it for the most part. And it’s not out of apathy but out of general distrust of every news source and a belief that I can help in other ways.

In the interest of an abrupt subject change, while I once again find myself in awe of the distortions of religion, what I have been noticing in the past week is that the theme of how we create meaning keeps coming up. You know how I have been told to create meaning? By making babies.

My upper(ish) middle class upbringing instilled in me the belief that I was to graduate from college, begin a career, get married and start having babies before the age of 30. Seems like a fairly typical tale, and in so many ways having children and building life and creating meaning around them has become the substitute for religion. We humans do tend to need to engage that meaning-making function, and the Judeo-Christian myth sure has made it easy to make child-bearing the end-all, be-all of ensuring a life filled with meaning. Unfortunately it doesn’t work for everyone, which makes the monomyth quite problematic.

I deviated from that norm around the age of 21 in favor of figuring out who I am and what I love (mainly through following Dave Matthews Band around) — and the resulting goals for my life did not include having babies, although I reserve the right to change my mind at any point.

Don’t get me wrong — I support people who choose the breeding path. I know some really amazing people who have some really amazing babies and I’m so happy to be a part of their lives. Furthermore, I’m a big fan of the act that leads to creating babies. It’s one of my favorite acts in the world.

I, on the other hand, have suspected since approximately age 18 that I likely would not have babies. For many reasons.

For example, I’m a fairly easygoing person. But as an easygoing person, I’m also quite sensitive. So when I realize that most of my blood relations voted for George Dubya not once but twice, or that radioactive water is leaking into the ocean to the tune of several hundred tons per day and that people consistently support and justify the use of nuclear energy, or that our ground water is contaminated, our air is questionable, food sources have to be consciously thought about, and on and on…well, I’m aware that I would likely become a rabid control freak if I had children. I would probably need to move to the middle of nowhere and would feel permanently guilty, and guilt is an emotion I’ve so far avoided for the most part in my life. Unless I’ve done something wrong. In which case I apologize and do what I can to correct the situation. And I think that’s the function guilt is supposed to serve (though I know guilt is an incredibly complex emotion, and I hope to tackle it more thoroughly in a later column).

I also have huge plans for my life — dreams and goals that require a large amount of freedom. I don’t know that I will reach these goals while I still have eggs to spare, and I’m OK with that.

In recent months, however my reasoning mind has met its match. The biological urge to have children has gotten so profoundly distracting that I’ve become completely convinced handbooks should be written to help women who do not want children deal with this shit. It is absolutely unbelievable. My sweetie can joke about having babies and my palms start sweating, my mouth waters, and it’s all I can do not to… well… make him put his money where his mouth is.

I’ve learned fascinating things about my own cycle and about the female sex drive. I’ve really gotten in tune with the fact that said sex drive is full and constant (well, I’ve always been in touch with that), and that it’s just as intense when I’m fertile as when I’m not. That’s an entirely different discussion. Oh, the power of feminine sexuality.

I’ve also been forced to look at the quality of the urges and place them into context of what I can actually have in my life, and what I want to cultivate. What I’m discovering is an urge for family that is so intense that sometimes I don’t know what to do with myself. If I start to lean into it, I get anxious because parts of me don’t believe I can ever have it. Then there are the parts of me that get anxious because I don’t want to have to subscribe to a model of what that family should look like.

I’m also discovering that inner child work apparently goes on forever. That I’m learning to parent myself and a little girl inside of me, who has so many tears that I’m sometimes afraid it’ll never change. Which is where the process of unconditional love comes in, I suppose. Patience, dedication, loyalty and unconditional love to the parts of me that are still struggling despite years of work, and who still feel utterly alone despite an external world that tells me I definitely am not.

There’s insecurity there, too. I know world events are constantly reverberating through to my core. Mass shootings, natural disasters, rallies and protests… It’s hard for an adult to feel secure in this world, let alone a child who has not yet been conditioned to shut down and shut it out.

In a wonderful little check-in via text with a friend just now, we had a mutual acknowledgement of the desire for family and were able to put it in the context of the Mars-Neptune conjunction. Astrology is, after all, our favorite way of making meaning. There is something elusive about emerging desires right now, allowing us or forcing us to get in touch with that which we may never be able to possess.

So I’m just going to sit with that for a while and try not to jump to conclusions — or to just give in and have a baby because my body is telling me to.

How’s Mars-Neptune in Pisces treating you?

Photo by Amanda Painter.

Red dahlia; blue vase; salt lamp. Photo by Amanda Painter.

Hello! I’m sorry to say I do not have a sex-and-relationships column lined up for you today. I’ve had my nose firmly pressed into Cosmophilia, proofreading away, and unfortunately the author of the one piece I thought was perfect for this weekend has not replied with permission to publish it here.

So I thought I’d turn things over to you, dear readers! What sort of lusty, juicy, surprising or creative forms of surrender are you encountering? No need to limit the category to sex — surrender to art or music, or other ‘altered states’ besides the orgasmic are welcome. Go for it! — Amanda

In Defense of the Offensive

By Judith Gayle | Political Waves

I suppose it’s obvious enough that when you have over seven billion people on the planet, you’ll have over seven billion opinions to contend with, even if they’re not all expressed publicly (like most of China’s one-and-a-half billion, for instance). Still, not all opinions count the same, do they! Although the whole of us Earthlings are seeding the ethers with psychic intent, which I suspect will ultimately win the day, 3D has its pecking order for which impact the most.

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For example, it seems some noxious form of insanity that half of America’s 300+ million can refuse to believe in climate change, perpetuating an ever-increasing state of emergency for the rest of the world. In this writer’s opinion, it’s equally as insane to consider the action of a handful of nihilistic zealots hell-bent on violence to be a threat to the continuance of civilization as we know it, although continuing a collective pattern of fear, obstruction and delusion might just do the trick.

The patterns revealed in the progression of new moons at the initiating degree, and news reports I’ve read in these last few days, have led me to consider this moment in time the fulcrum on the teeter-totter that will allow it to tip and rest, eventually. Which side it comes down on remains to be seen, but the very Aquarian flavor of such a debate, reflected in the opinion of the world, defines the challenge. Here’s hoping it also reflects the altruism and humanitarian instincts that inform the higher aspects of the Waterbearer.

The possibility that what happened in France last week was a false flag event (to incite further right-wing xenophobia against Islamic citizens, or create more sympathy and support for Netanyahu as Israel moves toward election, or as justification for an ever-increasing and euphemistic War on Terror, or … feel free to let your imagination wander through the many obvious possibilities …) is not lost on those of us who both support the unity of millions gathered in defense of free speech and inclusion even as we witness a chilling effect on that very thing.

France has a law against inflammatory speech, based on anti-Semitism and holocaust denial. Now, using even more stringent antiterrorism law, the hammer has come down hard on Muslim citizens since the attack on Charlie Hebdo. The New York Times spells it out:

“Those swept up under the new law include a 28-year-old man of French-Tunisian background who was sentenced to six months in prison after he was found guilty of shouting support for the attackers as he passed a police station in Bourgoin-Jalieu on Sunday. A 34-year-old man who on Saturday hit a car while drunk, injured the other driver and subsequently praised the acts of the gunmen when the police detained him was sentenced Monday to four years in prison.

“All told, up to 100 people are under investigation for making or posting comments that support or try to justify terrorism, according to Cédric Cabut, a prosecutor in Bourgoin-Jalieu, in the east of France. The French news media have reported about cases in Paris, Toulouse, Nice, Strasbourg, Orléans and elsewhere in France.”

Eric explored hypocrisy of the march for free speech in Planet Waves FM this week, and the politically savvy know the score. The French have an obvious double standard, but so do most Western nations. And clearly, there’s little posturing on the other side of the fence, where free speech doesn’t exist at all.

A criminal case against one man in Bourgoin-Jalieu cites him for shouting, “They killed Charlie and I had a good laugh. In the past they killed Bin Laden, Saddam Hussein, Mohammed Merah and many brothers. If I didn’t have a father or mother, I would train in Syria.”

There’s harsh truth, loyal to the tribe and illuminating the problem with holy wars everywhere: if tribal and/or religious belief and secular government are at odds, how can the actions of one or the other not inspire resentment capable of putting a match to the vapor trail enveloping them both?

Here in the United States such commentary would have found disapproval, and closer scrutiny but — and I will reverently whisper “as yet” into the ethers, as if in prayer — not arrest. At this point, we don’t have Thought Police (except for those who hope to sneak explosives into shoes, toothpaste or shampoo, pre-flight, which is a kind of rarely occurring fantasy interuptus). We’ve already taken our learning curve on 9/11, only recently assessing the blinding emotion that led us to accept two wars as justified, torture as necessary, and state surveillance to be as warm and comforting as mother’s milk.

Yes, there’s a lot of déjà vu going around these days. Some of you may remember a half-hour talk show called “Politically Incorrect with Bill Maher,” an award-winning late-night offering from the last century. Maher lost his long-running celebrity roundtable (appearing on Comedy Central from 1993 to ’97 and on ABC from 1997 to 2002) when he agreed with a comment by (conservative and thoroughly disagreeable pundit) Dinesh D’Souza, rebutting Bush’s declaration of the hijacker’s cowardice. Said Maher, “We have been the cowards. Lobbing cruise missiles from 2,000 miles away. That’s cowardly. Staying in the airplane when it hits the building. Say what you want about it. Not cowardly. You’re right.”

There was a larger context to Maher’s statement, referencing our own militarism in the Mideast, that showcased the kind of nuance unwelcomed by the press during that knee-jerk period in 2002. Recall that things were very black and white in the days when the Towers fell; chest-thumping and flag pin-wearing were required by those who “love America.” We were not encouraged to think for ourselves. Indeed, the Republican party had not been encouraged to do so since the Gipper saw a Shining City on a Hill in the ’70s. As Maher would testify, we were punished for opinions of our own.

With all that confusion and emotion running us ragged, a few sponsors dropped Maher’s show like a hot potato. ABC decided it couldn’t risk loss of revenue and refused to renew Bill’s contract the next year, as if the title of the show — “Politically Incorrect” — was not exactly what they should have expected from him. Ironically, according to Wikipedia, six days after the cancellation, Maher received the Los Angeles Press Club president’s award for “championing free speech.”

And so was born Stephen Colbert’s decade of ‘truthiness’ as opposed to truth-telling. Many voices were silenced during that period, and bless Comedy Central for giving us the pointed satire of Stewart and Colbert — truth dressed in humor — to keep us from entering into darkness altogether. Also, stars in HBO’s crown for giving Maher an even more intense hour-long platform to hold political discussion since 2003, sussing out the events of the day that demand not just a nuanced conversation but perhaps even a down and dirty discussion considered, by some, objectionable.

Let me issue a disclaimer, although it’s personal. I’m always amazed that my Friday writing is regularly reflected in the topics discussed on Bill’s Friday night show (which I wouldn’t dream of missing,) as if our brains are similarly wired. Not that I agree with his every position, especially on militarism and religion. And I know some readers consider him a misogynist, but I’ll give him a pass on sexism because he’s an unapologetic hedonist. I haven’t seen that get in the way of his political positions, and I consider his sex life is his own business.

Perhaps I would find some similarities in our charts for that synchronicity of thought process, and probably because I’m comfortable with his level of candor and curiosity, I’m more than willing to give him his due for not ducking hard topics. He’s recently in trouble for considering Islam a dangerous belief system, across the board. I’d have thought as controversial — and I’d be wrong — is his opinion that all religions, Islam included, are pure fantasy. His crusade to out them has few sacred panties in a knot and there’s some shadow-thing there, tickling the truth and eluding me.

On “Real Time With Bill Maher,” he invites people to the table I’d rather stick with a pin than listen to, and that’s part of the painful process of discovery. If we want our truth unvarnished, it may ruffle our feathers and twist our sensibilities. Unwelcome facts might stick like a burr under our saddle, not just rubbing raw but pissing us off and requiring us to clarify what we believe. Most dangerous — most liberating — of all, grappling these difficult concepts might make us think, force us into weighing context from both sides of the fence.

France — indeed, all of Europe, gone on a preventatiive rip to oust terrorists — has a lot of thinking to do in the next months. I pray they ‘get it’ faster than we did, that they don’t knee-jerk into actions they regret and muddy their waters. That said, I’m struck with the political correctness we’re wrestling with these days. It feels like a throwback to earlier times, like déjà vu all over again. I don’t want a repeat of watching the lemmings march to the cliff and throw themselves over, so let me say it, loud and proud: being politically correct is a big damn mistake!

Being politically correct is something I’ve spent a lifetime defying, and almost entirely by the seat of my pants. It took time to dawn on me that sometimes my comments had the same effect on listeners as jumper cables to the genitalia, sparking a reaction that brought roaring life into something that had been, up to that point, deadly quiet. By the time it did, I had already honed that ability to an art, learned how to bring it down to just a sting, a twitch, a zap. In short, I had learned to own the ability because it’s my authentic self.

So thank God/dess for the United States of America, and its — as yet — elemental respect for free speech, because I find it almost impossible to keep mum when faced with apparent bullshit, and that’s after a lifetime of smacks on the nose with a rolled-up newspaper. Although I’m better at intuiting when I shouldn’t speak up at all, these days, it has never occurred to me that I couldn’t say what I felt or saw or considered important. Here’s comedian Sarah Silverman with a similar thought:

“Stop telling girls they can be anything they want when they grow up. I think it’s a mistake, not because they can’t, but because it never would have occurred to them they couldn’t.”

Amen Sister-Woman! That’s why I’ve never considered myself a feminist. Even as one of the earliest Baby Boomers, it never occurred to me that I had to be one to take my place in the sun. But Silverman, who has plenty of impressive, outrageous and politically incorrect quotes on her resume, has paid a price for her candor, as I’ve paid for mine. You strong women out there know what I mean. How can we — ANY of us — not speak out about what we see, when so much is at stake?

Yet here we are again, congress critters ramping up ways to keep Obama from making peace with Iran, mustering loyalty for Netanyahu when Israel’s heavy-handed treatment of Palestinians has created disapproval among the American majority, and pledging the defeat and removal of ISIS with an improved military budget, if required. Many in the world, responding to the recent atrocity of a handful of mind-crimed radicals, seem poised on a war with Islam, the religion.

Islam, the religion. Sounds like a movie. And with well over a billion Muslims in the world, who can define what Islam is, anyway? I don’t want to rain on anyone’s parade, but such a plan is both ridiculous and useless. Islam has an internal problem between Sunni and Shia that has yet to be resolved, and one of the reasons it’s been delayed is because we — the Western world — won’t keep out of it.

Trying to mend the schism between these two sects is not only impossible but not our business, and any attempt to moderate it can only be seen as disrespectful to believers. We have a real problem putting ourselves in the other guy’s shoes, don’t we? And how hateful is hating the haters? How useful is endlessly perpetuating the loop of judgment and violence? Solves nothing, changes no minds, wins no hearts.

The rejection of modernity is a major issue, of course — and a losing prospect — which can easily be tracked to the Wahabi’ism practiced in Saudi Arabia (you know, our good friends). It should be no surprise, then, that the very day that Charlie was attacked, the Saudis were administering 50 lashes — the first of 1000 — to the blogger that was sentenced to ten years in prison for insult to Islam. The Saudis are just now reviewing his case, with all this unwanted attention on fundamentalism, and there might be some respite for Raif Badawi, whose wife and three young children have moved to Canada.

But this is Sharia law we’re talking about, not very flexible. In fact, two Saudi women were arrested for commentary they made on social media, where they have a following in agitating for the right to drive; they will be tried at a specialized court that was established to deal with terrorism cases. Saudi Arabia is the only country in the world that denies women this activity, and evidently considers them terrorists if they try. With friends like these ….

What, I wonder, does America have in common with this repressive government, which uses religion like a cudgel against its own, except love of oil? In fact, if it wasn’t for oil, would we be in the Middle East at all? Might Islam have the freedom to begin its own internal dialogue, without solidifying itself in defense against the Infidel? Let’s connect those dots and consider that yet another terrific reason to invest ourselves in alternative fuel and clean, home-grown technology to power this new era.

The Pope, attempting to soothe, says we can’t make fun of someone’s religion. Oh gosh, Pope Frank, don’t be silly! The very sensitive may find that such remarks sting like the dickens but, at least on these shores, that’s just the breaks! Like Sister Sarah says, “I’m hurt all the time, but I would die defending people’s right to say anything.”

Take the Pastafarians, born in revolt to the Kansas State Board of Education’s embrace of creationism. By virtue of The Gospel of the Flying Spaghetti Monster, the church (FSM) takes a jab at every religion, especially those that ignore science. No born again has gunned down a Pastafarian lately, even the gent who insisted on wearing religious paraphernalia (a spaghetti colander) on his head for his drivers license picture. True believers pray to “His Noodley Goodness,” ending with “RAmen.” All of religion, then, skewered, kabob-like, and presented as a tasty treat. Once more, humor makes the necessity of keeping an open mind and dialogue acceptable.

And it IS necessary, and serious as a heart attack. Unless we are able to look at it all, even the stuff we find objectionable — even blasphemous — we are not getting all the information we need for an informed decision. We’re not standing in the light.

Me? There’s a lot of humor I’m not comfortable with, a lot of rhetoric that has me daydreaming of voodoo dolls and pin cushions, but I’ll defend the right to put the objectionable out there in public with my life. That’s what they did at Charlie, and I suspect they all considered the consequences long before they published.

There are some things we decide to stand for, that we don’t need to defend or justify. In fact, to do so is insulting to that very principle we embrace, even though it carries a warning tag. If we attack someone, we can expect them to attack us back. If we tread too close to the sacrosanct, residing somewhere in the darkest, most humorless part of someone’s psyche, they may try to harm us because in that mindset, there are no other solutions to the problem. If that stops us from telling our truth, then we’ve discovered that we’re very human, very hesitant to own our best instincts or face our fears, and there’s the clue that we’ve still got work to do, here on planet Terra.

It’s a tough subject and I’m interested in what you have to say about all this. Here’s our roundtable, this weekend; our “Politically Incorrect” where we can thrash out the wheat from the chaff. Please weigh in with your insights, if you’d like. As always, this is a safe place to put your thoughts and feelings.

I’ll close with another Silverman quote I like, for perspective:

“Mother Theresa didn’t walk around complaining about her thighs — she had shit to do.”

Ain’t it the truth!

A Great Experiment — The First Aquarius New Moon of 2015

Any experiment that yields results is a successful experiment.
— Rudolph Ballentine

When the Sun and Moon symbolically merge to occupy the first degree of Aquarius at the same time on Tuesday at 8:14 am EST (13:14 UTC), you might want to prepare for a great experiment. Even if you follow astrology, the experiment could yield results you have never seen before. Even if your are a skeptic, the experiment could change your life.

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Begin your experiment by observing one undeniable fact. Then, proceed to develop a theory that correlates with that fact. Finally, check in with others and test whether your theory works for their own observations and correlations.

The undeniable fact is that Tuesday’s Aquarius New Moon will be the fourth New Moon in a row in the very first degree of an immediately successive sign, with no “approximate” necessary

It all started with a New Moon and solar eclipse in the first degree of Scorpio on Oct. 23, 2014. Then came the New Moon in the first degree of Sagittarius on Nov. 22, 2014. After that, a New Moon and Capricorn solstice of Dec. 21 (or 22, depending on your time zone), 2014. Finally, next Tuesday, Jan. 20, 2015.

Such a thing rarely happens. Two months in a row, sure. Three months, pretty interesting. Four months in a row, fuhgettaboutit.

Except, please don’t forget about it. Four New Moons in a row in the first degree of successive signs is a pattern. It is one heck of a pattern. And, believe it or not, it’s just the beginning.

It is the Sun and Moon combining their energies as they rarely do (in the first degree of a sign). Then, repeating that combination over an inordinate and improbable period of time to show you a pattern which segues into yet another pattern. That other pattern starts next month, and goes on just as precisely and continuously for another month more.

Additionally, the luminaries (Sun and Moon) are, simply and factually, the brightest lights in your sky. You have known and watched them since you were a child. No mumbo jumbo. No abstractions necessary. They are at least as real as anything else in your life, and so are their patterns.

In concluding their current pattern and connecting to a subsequent pattern, the luminaries are practically begging you to get up and get on with what could be one of the grandest, and yet one of the most simple experiments of your life. In addition, you are being given plenty of time.

Of course, some people just don’t want to know. If you are among them, that’s your business. It’s your choice to just accept what you get. Just as it’s your choice to trade personal power (voter registration, right to assemble, collective bargaining rights, etc) you don’t want for a promise of security. Good luck with that experiment, please let us know the results.

Other people want an astrologer to tell them how to think, or what it means. Before you embark on that experiment, please at least remember that the Sun and Moon will not be extending such a personally and universally accessible offer again for a very long time.

Besides, one of the reasons you read here is because you want to practice some astrology, right? Well, here’s your chance. Please consider what passing up such a birthright says about what you think of yourself. Challenge astrologers with complex and/or confusing inquiries. Make us earn our money. This one is for you.

Begin seizing the chance you were born to have now by finding a corresponding pattern in your life. Don’t worry about what you don’t know. Focus on what you know as a fact because you have lived those facts over and over since the Oct. 23, 2014 Scorpio solar eclipse and New Moon. You probably know plenty. It’s almost certainly more than enough to do this experiment.

If you need some guidance to get you started, here is a first possible grasp. Many astrologers have an arguably sound idea that a New Moon in the first degree of a sign will correspond with the initiation of a pattern that lasts quite a while — maybe until the next Full Moon. Maybe even until the next New Moon.

Anything like that happen for you over the last three months? Perhaps something like the legendary (albeit silly) long swings from vine to vine performed by the fictional character Tarzan? If so, correlate those observations with what happens in your life beginning Tuesday. Unlike swinging on vines, all you have to fear are results of some kind. Then, you will be set up and prepared to continue your experiment with the next Aquarius New Moon in February.

That’s right, there will be two Aquarius New Moons this year.

So happens the New Moon of Feb. 18, 2015, will be in the very last degree of Aquarius. That’s a change of pattern. Hence the experiment. Your experiment. To find out what it will mean. But wait, there’s more.

Following the second Aquarius New Moon of 2015, there will be a New Moon and total solar eclipse in the very last degree of Pisces On March 20, 2015. Literally hours before the Sun enters Aries to start the whole shebang over again with a vernal equinox.

What lasts five months, begins with a solar eclipse, ends with a solar eclipse, and possibly contains information you can use to at least win a bar bet? Well, now you know.

The only question is whether you are up to a great experiment. Just be sure to check in with others and verify — or better yet — revise your results. It will be something nobody will ever be able to take away from you because nobody gave it to you. The results of your great experiment will be yours.

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Len is available for astrology readings. You can contact him at lenwallick [at] gmail [dot] com.

Slow Down and Enjoy the Astrology

By Amanda Painter

In less than a week, on Wednesday, Jan. 21, Mercury will station retrograde. That statement is not meant to strike fear into your heart, but rather to give you a chance to slow down your mental pace to match that of the (usually) fastest planet.

Photo by Amanda Painter

Photo by Amanda Painter

When Mercury slows, its effect is more powerful; when it stations retrograde, its reversed apparent motion suggests that review is more effective than charging off. Look too far ahead, and you’re liable to skip steps you’ll have to circle back to later.

Back up your computer’s hard drive now if you have not just done so; start to reduce unnecessary spending; and double-check the address and your gas gauge before speeding off. We’re entering the zone where re-reading emails before hitting “send” and picking up the phone before running with assumptions could save everything from time, to your reputation, to relationships (business and personal).

While you downshift your mental processes this weekend, there is potential fun to be had, however: Mars is closing in on a conjunction to Neptune in Pisces (exact Monday at 7:08 pm EST / 00:08 UTC; in full effect now). While this placement of Mars can be self-serving, it can also translate into a passion for service toward others — and pleasure.

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Did I Choose This?

Ah, the cyclical nature of being. I’ve always been fond of philosophizing about concepts like soul fragmentation, reincarnation and the nature of existence. I’m quite at home in my beliefs, open to changing them should my experience dictate that they’ve become irrelevant, but I’ve never been interested in debate or in proving that I’m right and you’re wrong.

Photo by graywacke/A Landing a Day

Photo by graywacke/A Landing a Day

Belief and truth are fluid and subjective in my world, and to me that fluidity is the mark of mature psychology, although I’m aware that the culture at large views it quite differently.

The work I do definitely revolves around the belief that reincarnation and past lives are ‘facts’ of existence. When it comes down to it, I’m not too concerned about whether or not it’s Absolutely True, but instead concerned with the healing that can come from such a perspective and from tools that help us to engage life that way. Add to that the fact that so many of the world’s spiritual systems point towards cyclical phases of being, as well as my own experiences in alternate realities, and again I’m at home with my beliefs and can hold space for yours, too.

The Tibetan Buddhist understanding of death and the afterlife inform the kind of regression work I do. In short, it says that there are certain traumas that survive death, traveling through the various etheric bodies in between and throughout incarnations (I highly recommend watching this video  for a compelling look at the Tibetan Book of the Dead).

My summary of the idea is this: when a person does not die consciously, they do not know what happens as they are transitioning out of the body. They often die with a phrase or ‘complex’ running through their head. That complex (e.g., “I always have to do it alone” or “If I don’t get away I’ll die!”) chases us through the bardo states as a demon or demons, and we jump into the first cave to hide. The cave, then, is the womb, and we burst into the world with the same complex active within us. I suppose this gives some credence to the idea that we’re born with PTSD.

There is one component of my belief system that I’m sometimes hesitant to approach or convey, especially to clients. I do believe that we choose at least some aspect of our experiences in each life — the parents we are born to and the time and place we arrive.

I don’t have an allegory for how this works, and I don’t have any ‘direct’ experience of it, as none of my bardo state memories include that component — although I’m quite familiar with the state of being confused and stuck in the afterlife — but it’s what rings true for my soul. If time is a sphere, and fragmentation is a natural state, perhaps part of us is somewhere in the clouds deciding on experiences while other parts are fleeing and still others are stuck, or happy and at rest. I’m sure there are plenty of texts on the subject.

The belief that ‘I chose this’ has brought me great solace at times. It allows me to make meaning out of events, particularly the difficult ones. I’m able to center myself in the knowledge that there is a lesson my soul is trying to learn. I’m able to imagine some aspect of myself, and perhaps the other that I am interacting with, floating in some other realm, looking down and laughing at the predicament we’ve gotten ourselves into in the great cosmic game called Humans Incarnating Unconsciously. It’s a framework that gives me perspective both in immediate situations and over the long view.

There is conflict, however. It is tremendously insensitive, and perhaps even detrimental, to convey this belief to someone who is currently experiencing grief or trauma, or someone who has experienced a nightmarish childhood, especially if it’s outside of their range of conceptualization. Victimization is such a complex thing and its processes need to be honored on whatever timeline they develop.

It is while pondering these things that I remember how important it is that experience play a central role in defining truth, and the importance of holding space for contrary and different beliefs while remaining grounded, although perhaps not entrenched, in our own. I suppose that’s where the Sagittarius-Gemini axis comes into play: Sagittarius being associated with Truth, and Gemini with curiosity and mapping and dialogue for the sake of dialogue (rather than winning). In any case, I’m looking forward to delving into these topics more in the months and years to come. There is so much to learn…and experience!