Every new creation helps open the way to personal rebirth. Many people resist the creative process specifically because it compels us to be in the moment, free of history. You are not faint of heart, but there are times when even you fear the disorientation that would come with total honesty with yourself.
The more you are willing to dare, the more brilliant your life will become as this new season begins. I don’t think it will be too difficult for you. Spring is a delightfully sexual season, and the feeling, the very essence of this daring is that of seduction by sense and color to which you succumb with a distinctly erotic charge, and which light your mind and emotions with a bright, vivid and delicately scented tour of reality.
The absolute clarity of Mars in your sign opposing Pluto and the Galactic Core is offering you insights that are making the world seem transparent, but somehow made of living substance and not of glass. Imagine as you look around that the light passes through everything; said another way, that nothing obscures the light the world contains.
You are on the verge of becoming aware of something that seems like a conspiracy. Is it professional, or does it involve your family? It has overtones of both; I would lean toward the personal in my interpretation, and I would say it goes back a long time. Living in the present does not mean having a case of amnesia, as most people think.
You may have your doubts about whether you can ever achieve that great thing in life reach the pinnacle of your creativity or have the influence you want and deserve. But doubt doesn’t get you there. If you let go of that one habit you will see that every other factor is conspiring to propel you to stardom.
This is not the time to make or break contracts — you’re under too much pressure, there are variables you don’t know about, and it’s essential that you figure out what you want before you commit to anything new. I suggest you hold to your current course as the grand cross and solar eclipse do their work, though obviously if you encounter something interesting to do, do it if you want, as long as you don’t sign away any portion of your future longer than an evening or weekend adventure.
Tune into your home and its surrounding environment. Do you feel safe there? Tune into your heart; do you feel safe within yourself? You’re in the midst of a deep rearrangement of the way you relate to people, and that will only work if you’re sure your environment is secure. People may be coming and going from your life; there is a sense of movement and shifting commitments and most of all, growth.
The presence of another person in your life may feel so strong that you’re wondering whether contact on any kind of equal terms is possible. Yet there is no contact with another without contact with yourself. The deeper you go into your own sense of presence in your world, the deeper you’ll delve into your experiences of others. Your solar chart suggests that you’ve been keeping secrets from yourself.