You’re getting an invitation to new adventures. The thing about adventures is that they’re not predictable, and there’s often a mix of experiences — though as you’ve learned in the past, it’s silly to let that stop you. It seems like one challenge you’re facing involves acknowledging what is past, and allowing it to be so.
In all likelihood, there was a time in your life when the sex was better. You may be remembering that lately; the memories may be vivid and beautiful. (Indulge yourself.) There was a time when relationships were more liberated, or more experimental. Or there was a time when you actively wanted those qualities in your contacts with others. What changed?
It is so good to see that life is turning around for you and if you feel that it is not please have faith. For years I have plotted the Sagittarius charts and wondered why it was so difficult and squirmed to find the words to express hope caution and possibility so that I could actually convey these things to you.
A New Moon in your 5th solar house — the house connected with taking chances, and with pleasure — is asking you to dive into your heart to discover the magic lurking in there. This may feel like a huge risk, but neither love nor creativity ever came without its risks. And in truth you have more to gain than anything you fear losing.
Aspects this week suggest you’re involved in heroic efforts to set yourself free, though do you feel free yet? Your emotions seem more willing to go there than your mind. This said, I suggest you study the nature of that particular instrument. Your mind is not you; it’s a tool that you can use to navigate through time, space and potential.
You may have one idea about how you feel, and you may sense that it’s not going to wash with somebody else. You know, intellectually, that your feelings are your feelings and nobody can change them, or in truth, change you. Except, of course, for you. The question is, why would anyone want to change your mind?
Events of the next week may push your beliefs, but they will strengthen your faith. They will teach you the difference, as well. Faith will get you far; belief is a two-edged sword and at the moment, both edges are particularly sharp. You may notice things that you don’t want to believe; you may discover beliefs that you don’t want.
Monday’s eclipse in your opposite sign Leo may leave you feeling like your fatal flaw has been exposed once and for all. Really, it’s your Golden Flaw: the one that holds the key to success, freedom or recreating yourself. The Golden Flaw always has its source in something we perceive as being the thing that can wreck everything, such as a personality trait.
Celibacy is an interesting way to see the world. It’s like encountering sex from the outside looking in, and experiencing the sexuality of others as a dimension apart, something out of reach. The kind of celibacy I see in your chart involves you experiencing yourself as a fully self-contained entity.