Based on the thoughts you’ve been harboring, it might surprise you that people are treating you with such equanimity and are persisting in holding open acceptance of whoever you think you are. But much of what you’re experiencing involves a question of the interpretation of the past. It would be safe enough to say that the past exists specifically as an interpretation.
You are like a vast living database, and you will be told anything you need to know. So I suggest you set aside any fears you may have that surround your intellectual competence, regardless of how intelligent others may seem to you. What you recognize you have the power to become, or at least to access.
You may be feeling a bizarre combination of absolute confidence and deep insecurity. This is a clue that it’s time to start questioning the way you relate to your fears. It’s time to look for and have a conscious relationship to your past and what you learned there. Much of that data is contained emotionally, not (as you may expect) intellectually.
Friday’s magnificent Full Moon in your birth sign is offering you some unusual ability to spark or initiate events, with very little effort on your part. You might say you live in a moment of the small cause with the big effect. Therefore, be conscious, and a little cautious. Understand your intentions and consider the law of unintended consequences.
You may get a series of opportunities to resolve situations or psychological issues that have long troubled you. The sensation of doing so may be like pushing on an invisible wall. It starts to give way, and as you push you start to wonder when it’s going to finally stop — but it doesn’t. You might apply some positive thinking.
Looked at one way, a relationship situation is at an impasse. Everyone has their viewpoint, and nobody seems willing to let it go. You appear resolute about making your position clear, and you may be holding onto the past in some way. Yet at the same time, you know you need to adjust something within yourself on a deep level.
You will learn through experience. Some perplexing situation, stuck area of your life, financial difficulty or question of fundamental values in a relationship is likely to present itself (they always do) and you have the chance right now to look at yourself in a truly new way, turn the problem into an asset, and discover that there is a whole bunch more to you.
The operative cycle is two years. Consider your life that far back. What was happening in your inner realities and the world of your relationships? Changes you embarked on then are likely to be coming to some kind of crux point now, or, at least, all the loose ends from those far-off, nearby days are right where you can see them and snip them nicely.
You need to lay your plans carefully, working with your over-arching vision but keeping a focus on the details. Long distance communications are in the spotlight, and you must do your part to keep that process moving. There is considerable room for error and the burden of accuracy is on you, in part because you have the widest perspective.
You are approaching a moment of truth. It could be about any aspect of your life, though it’s likely that an intimate situation is involved. Your charts tell a story about your having gone through a series of initiations over the past six months, which has put you in a place where you could hardly have expected to be.
For a while there it really did seem like a question of how long you could hold your breath in a cave, but it’s nice to see you breathing again. You may be surprised at the extent to which you have room not only to breathe but also to stretch out and feel. Just remember that the problem with feelings is that they break the rules.