By Sarah Taylor
For a long time, it felt like you were carrying it all alone; holding things together, shouldering the burden of an experience or task that seemed to give you space for little else.
Now, things have shifted, and opened, and there is a feeling of that burden being shared — or at the very least a spaciousness that had heretofore eluded you.
You can look up, and see ahead of you; you can feel the support of those around you. Those, perhaps, who have been with you through your time of trial, but who were also caught up in their own “Work,” equally involved in a task that called for their attention.
I drew the Nine of Disks first, and put it at centre. Very clearly this is the point at which you find yourself. A lack of perceived equality in the Three of Disks (the card of apprenticeship to life) — a needing to learn — is in the past, and there is a dawning knowledge of a ‘standing together’, where each entity is its own, and nothing holds authority over anything else. The only authority to be held is one’s own, over oneself.
The landscape in the central card reflects this evolutionary step from Three to Nine (three times three; three figures bringing shared experience in the spirit of equality): fecund, blooming, the sky colours soft, a light radiating from the heads of the two men and woman, and from behind the mountain range in the distance. The inner light meeting the outer; as within, so without.
“the more I give the more I get,” “association of love wisdom and creativity.”
That connection was always there, but, bent double, it was nearly impossible to see or to know it. There is a ‘pay it forward’ feeling to the Nine, where all aspects are in co-operation to bring it about.
However, the central card would not have been possible without the card to its left. A card that combines both “effort” and “success.” The seeds of success were held in the effort itself. It might have felt like it was too much to carry, or that you were alone and forgotten. You were not. The Three and Nine are intrinsically linked, serving the same purpose, which becomes clearer in the final card to the right.
The World. The closing of one door and the opening of another. What better card to see in the Solstice? What better planetary correspondence (The World is associated with the planet Saturn) when Saturn is in the last degree of Scorpio, and just about to move into Sagittarius?
The writing on The World is in German, but one of the phrases stands out to me:
“The conclusion of karma.”
The woman, who is The World, is liberating herself from the chains of karma. You, who are your own world, are seeing yourself in this mirror. The snake is freed too, and works in unison with the woman: the unleashing of erotic energy that is held comfortably and yet allowed its own expression. There is no controlling; no runaway uprising.
Both are in co-operation — and this is reflected in the co-operation in the Nine of Disks. Except this time it is the co-operation of one aspect of self — a sense of place in one’s world that has been hard-won — with another: that mysterious, root connection to a primal creative force that lies at the foundation of everything.
This might feel strange at first — difficult, even. You have a handle on it; and if you don’t, you have the ability to acquire it. It is at your fingertips.
You can own this experience. You, and your band of brothers and sisters — whether inner, human, material- or resource-based — have been working a long time for this.
Astrology/Elemental correspondences: Three of Disks (Mars in Capricorn), Nine of Disks (Venus in Virgo), The World (Saturn)
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Dear Sarah – have just come inside from sitting around our solstice fire in our blustery West Berkshire garden – two males (cannot call my 3 year old son a man just yet – though he showed much maturity) & one female & as we found the logs kept stacking in a pyramid over the fire (we could not control their placement as we were doing the avoid the flickering flames dance!) we discussed the deep meaning of three and the strength within it.
As always the synchronicity of Life is apparent for returning inside I wanted to read something that would inspire me onwards & upwards and was most pleased to discover you had posted your reading.
We 3 had sat for quite some time and being late in the evening, much of it was spent in silence. I threw in all of what I was letting go from the past into the fire having written and declared it to our family. What is now surfacing is the sense of autonomy that you have described so well in this meaningful piece.
And so if this body mind organism listened to the intentions that were made over our sacred fire I am sure there will be co-operation on all levels.
That great knotted lump of wood on the back of the suffering soul in the 3 of disks looks like something we burned tonight!
Thanks so much for your consistently inspirational readings Sarah.
All Love
Namaste Sarah…
loved the art work on this weeks cards…my head is ‘exploding’ after a boom day and then Eric’s Community meeting, I find this reading, and my head opens up even more after only one reading!
went to a book launch of one of our stellar young poets in the morning…then took two friends to a sushi lunch of joy and overdue celebration…we are special three – me the teacher/mentor/sister-friend of them both – sort of 3 generations of dancers…this reading is very much for me at this time…
thank you for all your Sunday gifts this year…
Merry Christmas from Kingston, Jamaica!
Sarah, this weeks reading is real odd for me. It feels exactly right – but I have no idea what it means for me. I seem to identify with it – but yet don’t??..! Still I am less afraid.
I am also feeling a familiarity unfolding in this reading, but don’t know exactly what it means for me. The karmic relationship(s) have very much been taking up my energy, this past year. The two relationships with the men, a bisexual friend , morphing into I don’t know what (yet) and the other my husband, who left the marriage a year ago, but not willing to actually discuss divorce. This leads me to conclude my karma has now been cleared with one or both of these men, after much inner work on my part, and I’m grateful to be feeling unchained, and knowing I own the choice of where I go from here, emotionally and sexually. Thank you for the wonderful insight.
having read this post after a session with the spiritual counselor i work with, i have to chuckle. yep, it’s all there…
Amazing…as always! Thank you!