Once again, as if you enter our innermost thoughts with your readings. Libra, Cap rising….so you already know it’s been a helluva 10 years. Without going into the messy details, which manifest differently for everyone, I’ll share that I went to a psychic in 2008 and she said…”it’s not just the rug that was pulled out from you- it’s as if you lost your whole floor”….exactly as you have described. For me the most meaningful piece you shared in this reading is complete reliance on self. In 2015, when my dad died, the last piece of stability I had left, I curled up in his spot on the couch and asked that he give me a sign that he was still with me and I heard him say “you don’t owe anyone anything”. As an oldest daughter, hero type, this is not a thought I would have conjured. And a thought I knew I didn’t truly grasp, at the time, but the last couple years of fuck this….aka “I owe you nothing” have been a great teacher. Thanks so much. You provided beautiful guided synthesis of of experience and— hope that things may, just may, get a little easier.
Once again, as if you enter our innermost thoughts with your readings. Libra, Cap rising….so you already know it’s been a helluva 10 years. Without going into the messy details, which manifest differently for everyone, I’ll share that I went to a psychic in 2008 and she said…”it’s not just the rug that was pulled out from you- it’s as if you lost your whole floor”….exactly as you have described. For me the most meaningful piece you shared in this reading is complete reliance on self. In 2015, when my dad died, the last piece of stability I had left, I curled up in his spot on the couch and asked that he give me a sign that he was still with me and I heard him say “you don’t owe anyone anything”. As an oldest daughter, hero type, this is not a thought I would have conjured. And a thought I knew I didn’t truly grasp, at the time, but the last couple years of fuck this….aka “I owe you nothing” have been a great teacher. Thanks so much. You provided beautiful guided synthesis of of experience and— hope that things may, just may, get a little easier.