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The Places You Will Go

So, we’ve entered the shadow phase of the Mars retrograde that kicks off in mid-April. For some reason this Mars retrograde really has my attention. This is at least partially because I haven’t been tracking transits as an astrologer for an incredibly long time, so every time I get to consciously navigate a transit I get pretty excited for the layers of experiential learning in store (so superior to learning from books!).

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Photo by graywacke/A Landing a Day

I recently sat down to read the written portion of Eric’s Vision Quest reading for Leo (my rising sign), and upon reading the first line, “Your charts this year vibrate with one theme: vulnerability,” I let out a dramatic whine and began to pout and whimper. No more vulnerability!

My initial response was to run away screaming in a bit of melodrama that I find so entertaining. Especially when I’m alone. Later on, I decided to ask another Leo friend about what vulnerability means to her.

She said the first thing that came to her mind was “exposure.” When I asked whether that was a good or a bad thing, we launched into a discussion about how it is something that feels desirable, but when it goes awry — when it is accompanied by betrayal or loss, for example — it can be hard to imagine ever going to that place again. Because vulnerability in this context often involves exposure of our softest parts to another person, the things that happen in those deep places have a bigger ripple into the rest of our lives. The choice to be vulnerable can represent a softening process, an opening up of the emotional body, and there can be insecurity there.

Many years ago I rushed heart-first into a journey to uncover my emotional body. I got what I wished for via Saturn’s transit through Scorpio and my natal Moon. The result was one of the most profound healing journeys I’ve been on. I also did in fact uncover my emotional body, and it was writhing and raw at the surface for a good long while. I had to figure out what to do with it. Now it seems to have integrated quite a bit. I’ve also had a break from intimate, committed relationships, so I’m feeling much, much better.

In many ways, I am quite good at vulnerability. I share lots of stuff here; I’m a pretty open book when it comes to many facets of my life as shared with friends; I often find myself sharing stories in the workshops I lead; and I know that that sharing and opening up is an important part of my path. So what’s the hang-up about vulnerability?

Last summer I was dating a gentleman who told me about something that he really enjoyed. We were in his car, holding hands while he was driving. As he went to shift gears, breaking our handhold, I just let my fingers trail down his arm, and then we went back to holding hands. He told me that something he really loved, and needed, was that level of really simple contact that came back even after he had to break away for a moment.

He then told me that it felt really vulnerable to share that with me — that asking for what he wanted or needed was something he wasn’t comfortable with. I had never thought of vulnerability that way. I recognized that sharing could be a vulnerable thing, but I’d never connected that asking for what I need could be. And yet…I’ve since realized that the act — the art, really — of sharing my needs and wants is something that can shake me to my core in an intimate relationship.

Over the past nine months or so I’ve taken a break from emotional intimacy. I needed to find my center again after so much change. I’ve felt the option for depth and emotional intimacy entering my field lately, though; and although I am aware that I want to cultivate those kinds of bonds, I am also aware of the fear that ripples through the desire, and through the mandate that I embrace the opportunity when worthy partners appear.

It dawned on me shortly after pondering the vulnerability thing that another reason I’m likely so drawn to this Mars retrograde period is that during the cycle, Mars will be re-visiting the same territory as Saturn’s retrograde through Scorpio last summer. There we go. Those last degrees of Scorpio are somewhat of a karmic hot spot for me personally, so — yippee! I get to revisit whatever unresolved morsels of goodness arise from that oh-so-fun period, and take the initiative to heal it.

The written readings for all 12 signs of Vision Quest are available, and do are the audio astrology and rune readings! Order all 12 signs here, or individual signs here.

The written readings for all 12 signs of Vision Quest are available for instant access, and so are the audio astrology and rune readings! Order all 12 signs here, or select individual signs here.

That last Saturn retrograde was also, however, a transit that coincided with Venus’ retrograde through Leo. Translation: many astrologers were touting it as an opportunity to really dig deep and get clear about themes of self-worth and value, particularly in the areas of sexuality, sex, emotional self-reliance and our individual expression of these themes. The personal is the collective, and our collective certainly has a lot of fucked up views about sex and sexuality — we’ve had some really powerful opportunities to heal.

I decided long ago that my highest priority in life is authenticity — striving to be true to the core of who I am, over and above relationships and anything else. That doesn’t mean I’ve forsaken relationship, but it does mean I prioritize those in which that focus of self-discovery is enhanced and enriched, and in which I can be the most myself, whatever that means. I suppose vulnerability is a pretty major part of authenticity. And perhaps the title of Eric’s Leo reading is applicable here: In Search of Surrender. Leaning into vulnerability. Letting go.

This upcoming Mars retrograde period invites us to connect our emotional bodies with our ego’s desires. Or you could say it has to do with taking care of, nurturing, or shepherding what needs to be defended or given a voice. I think that speaks to the importance of being in touch with our own vulnerability in order to take more effective action in the world, or to determine our most appropriate contributions, large and small. What that looks like for every individual will, of course, be different.

I write that and realize I’m applying to everyone something I took out of a personal astrological reading. Seems pretty typically Leo. Alas, there are some things that just seem to ring true as gems of insight for living an authentic life in general. And so I’ll leave it be and trust that you all continue to take from these pages what has heart and meaning for you.

Danielle Voirin’s Photo of the Day for 02.17.16

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Both the written and audio readings for the beautiful 2016 annual edition, Vision Quest, are now immediately available. Order all 12 signs at a great value or choose your individual signs. You may access written and audio excerpts from the Vision Quest main page.


Paris-based photographer Danielle Voirin travels the world and documents her experiences in photographs. She takes street photography and photojournalism a shade beyond even art, to the level of mysticism. You may see more of her work on her website DanielleVoirin.com, or her alt website, DaniVoirin.com.

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A girl looks out from a high floor, at the Chinese New Year parade below, in Paris’s modern 13th district.

A Little Cooperation

“One who does not compete does not meet competition.”
— Lao Tsu

If there is one trend that seems prevalent in the world at this time, you might say that it’s the prevalence of contests, competition and controversy. It’s not just in the U.S., either (where a testy Super Bowl has segued into a divisive presidential race as college basketball gears up for heated “March Madness” playoffs).

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Neither is the trend entirely bad. It’s probably a good thing, for example, that what amounts to an awards season for the entertainment industry has been infused with intense discussions of prejudice and privilege.

For the most part, however, there seems to be a growing rash of destructive political, economic and sectarian clashes all over the world at every level of engagement. If there is one common thread in all of those conflicts, it’s that the idea of cooperation as a viable alternative seems to have been all forgotten.

This is where you come in. You can serve as an example to prove that one person can make a difference. In addition, you can also help others to remember how all of us are essentially in the same boat when it comes to the most vital necessities of life.

In order to make a difference and be instructive for others you need not accomplish great things. All you have to do is offer a little cooperation whenever it is possible to do so, without putting yourself or others in danger or undue distress. If the situation is not life-or-death, consider the advantages of going along. Unless your very existence is at stake, think about how simply applying yourself to live and let live might help you better get along. Instead of an us-or-them perspective, try looking for the best outcome for everybody involved.

If there is anything to the astrology, the ingress of Venus into Aquarius at about 11:17 pm EST this evening (04:16:55 UTC Wednesday) would appear to support a little cooperation. That’s because Aquarius is more concerned with groups than individuals, and Venus is (among other things) focused on values.

The written readings for all 12 signs of Vision Quest are available, and do are the audio astrology and rune readings! Order all 12 signs here, or individual signs here.

The written readings for all 12 signs of Vision Quest are available for instant access, and so are the audio astrology and rune readings! Order all 12 signs here, or select individual signs here.

At its best, then, the merger of collective concerns and estimable merits that Venus in Aquarius represents could very well result in the very possible (but often overlooked) result of everybody winning and coming out ahead together.

Of course, in a world where so many are caught up in a rat race on the ground, the sky can have no influence. By the same token, possible downsides of Aquarius (groups that define themselves by who they exclude) and Venus (“pointless accretion,” in the words of Robert Hand) can win the day if enough people choose to be uncooperative. But the upside is equally and just as easily possible without suffering or sacrifice.

Indeed, there are what appear to be overlooked advantages to contributing a little cooperation in the world. Imagine going through a whole day where nobody disagrees with you because you give them nothing to disagree with. Think about how wonderful it would feel to go through a whole week without unnecessary conflict because you offer none.

Once again, the tenure of Venus in Aquarius (until March 12) does not require that you be pushed around. It’s only an invitation for you to push others a little less, and pull along with others a little more. For if there is only one thing you can do to make the world a better place than it is right now, it would be a little cooperation where there was none before.

Offered In Service     

Danielle Voirin’s Photo of the Day for 02.16.16

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Both the written and audio readings for the beautiful 2016 annual edition, Vision Quest, are now immediately available. Order all 12 signs at a great value or choose your individual signs. You may access written and audio excerpts from the Vision Quest main page.


Paris-based photographer Danielle Voirin travels the world and documents her experiences in photographs. She takes street photography and photojournalism a shade beyond even art, to the level of mysticism. You may see more of her work on her website DanielleVoirin.com, or her alt website, DaniVoirin.com.

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A girl at Sunday’s Chinese New Year parade in Paris silently tells everyone that scolding her is forbidden.

An Unequal Justice

When word of Justice Scalia’s death reached me, I was deep in rehearsals on a play about the history of Asian immigrants in the Bay Area. As one of the cast members announced it during a break, we all stood there in stunned silence. It was an unreal moment. Time stopped dead in its tracks.

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I always feel a little uncomfortable making light of the dead, but I couldn’t help but titter when I found a Facebook post with a picture of the late Supreme Court Justice with the caption “Antonin Scalia killed by Gay Marriage.” Another Facebook post by a friend of mine chimed “Ding dong the witch is dead,” confusing every last one of our international friends; but we, his American colleagues, knew exactly who he was talking about.

Appointed by President Reagan in 1986, Antonin Scalia was an arch conservative fixture, a bristly thorn in our progressive backside for 30 years. Yes. Thirty years. Tempered by the more moderate and liberal justices on the bench at the beginning of his term, Scalia was a bit of a throwback, a big departure from the liberal Warren court.

He provided florid entertainment in his rigid definition of case law, always taking the conservative side. Yet we saw in our peripheral vision, with the aging and retirements of the more moderate and liberal members of the court, that the SCOTUS was starting to list center-right even back then.

It’s like how, if you have a mole on your skin, you tend to watch — at the advice of your physician — to see how it develops. The slow evolution of the court was a mole that needed watching. In 2000, the alarm was raised when the Supreme Court’s Bush v. Gore decision handed the Presidency to George W. Bush.

The listing of the boat was no longer subtle or slow, but completely turned around. We were definitely veering right. Roughly halfway into Scalia’s tenure in the Court, he, Justice Clarence Thomas and his fellow justices stretched the law beyond its limits, subverting the will of the electorate. We know what happened next. The appointment of conservative John Roberts by President Bush completed the hold of power by conservatives in Washington. The right-wing revolution started by Ronald Reagan in the 1980s was complete.

Which brings us to today, 16 years later; a two-term Democratic President is in his last year in office. The Democratic Party — a minority now in the House and Senate — is energized by young people who have grown up in a world where the conservative movement has tried to wrest control their lives, bodies and livelihoods. We are at a tipping point, with young adults pushing to move the country left. In the meantime, Republicans are pushing to go over the cliff.

Looking at the history between 1986 (the year Antonin Scalia was appointed) to 2016 (the year he died), we’re at the apex of a pendulum’s movement. Everything’s at its most extreme. The only way we’re going is an immediate and clearly discernible reaction — a long time coming — and likely a complete departure from what was coming at us back in the 1980s. Just as how what we encountered in the 1980s was a reaction to what happened in the late 1950s and ’60s, and so on and so on.

So explains that moment of stunned silence and disbelief with the news of Scalia’s passing at rehearsal Saturday. It was a minute of time standing still for all of us old enough to remember the first shock, followed by more and more of the rising conservative movement — the Reagan Revolution — that brought us to this point in time.

The written readings for all 12 signs of Vision Quest are available, and do are the audio astrology and rune readings! Order all 12 signs here, or individual signs here.

The written readings for all 12 signs of Vision Quest are available for instant access, and so are the audio astrology and rune readings! Order all 12 signs here, or select individual signs here.

Justice Antonin Scalia was the arbiter of that movement and its culture. Scalia tipped the scales his own way, always sliding towards the right, no matter how time and even his fellow conservative justices leaned in towards the middle. But that is how scales should work, be it the scales of justice or the large cosmological scales that hold our collective destinies.

I have to continue reminding myself that, as with the I Ching, every action instigates reaction. Moment to moment, movement to movement. Every obstruction meets with the water of emotions reacting against it, flowing through and around it, wearing out the block.

Looking at it in that way, Antonin Scalia — the thorn in our liberal behinds — gave us reason to be relentless in pursuit of bringing justice back in balance. We had to work hard to perfect our arguments to overcome Scalia’s judicial interpretation. He was a hard-edged rock, a justice whose constant conservative tipping of the scales gave us impetus to fight harder for gay marriage and for women’s reproductive freedom.

He was an antagonist we had to come to respect no matter how much we disagreed with him. Since SCOTUS appointments are lifetime positions, we had no choice. In his role he strengthened our resolve, giving us liberals and progressives the muscle to push back. So as much as I have disagreed with him, today I tip my hat to the adversary who made us better fighters in the end.

Danielle Voirin’s Photo of the Day for 02.15.16

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Both the written and audio readings for the beautiful 2016 annual edition, Vision Quest, are now immediately available. Order all 12 signs at a great value or choose your individual signs. You may access written and audio excerpts from the Vision Quest main page.


Paris-based photographer Danielle Voirin travels the world and documents her experiences in photographs. She takes street photography and photojournalism a shade beyond even art, to the level of mysticism. You may see more of her work on her website DanielleVoirin.com, or her alt website, DaniVoirin.com.

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Rain and construction didn’t keep Parisians from coming out to watch the dancing dragons and fire monkeys at the Chinese New Year parade in the 13th district on Sunday.

Scalia and the Elections

Well. What a 24 hours, a mini-tornado that will become — I have no doubt — a bona fide shit storm of an election process and political donnybrook. My short take on this is, frankly, fascination, since these kinds of moments come very rarely in history.

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There are three legs of government — legislative, executive and judicial. The legislative is in lockdown, the executive is being forced to act extra-legally in order to move the nation forward on anything of consequence and now the judicial has come to a screeching halt. We are, from a process point of view, dead in the water. We are, it should be noted, closing in on constitutional emergency. Remember when Ben Franklin told an inquirer that we had established “a republic, if we can keep it?” THIS is how we could loose that grip on the democratic experiment.

Of all the Supremes, Nino Scalia was the superstar on the right. A strict constructionist, he never met a modern issue that could not be stamped into dust by returning to the anachronistic wishes of the founders in 1776. He is — and this is important — the man who turned the common sense reading of the 2nd Amendment as armament qualifications for militia into guns for all citizens. If the right had a hero, Nino was it, the heart and soul of conservative backpedal from all things progressive.

News of Scalia’s passing (of a heart attack) coming in the hours before the South Carolina Pub debate — where Donald Trump all but broke a chair over the melon-head of competitor Ted Cruz while calling most everyone a liar and accusing Jeb!’s big brother of knowing about the lack of WMD in advance of Shock ‘n’ Awe — found the candidates all agreed that no nomination can go forward without surrender to liberal mayhem. That’s because the right has depended on the high court to buoy their ideology — and support the plutocracy — for well over a decade. Even as the Republicans lost the confidence of the nation, they had the court. The thought of losing it is terrifying to them.

And — by the way — listening to Bob Woodward on CNN try to defend the ‘Publican vow to stonewall a liberal nominee in order to ensure a ‘neutral’ pick to replace ‘intellectual giant’ Antonin Scalia is another of those moments when you wonder what happened to the man’s brain cells. He spent WAAAAY too much time in the dark, kissing Dubya’s nether regions, getting that insider scoop that atrophied what was left of his journalistic sensibility (not to mention integrity.) A sad statement on a historical figure diminished by his choices.

The repercussions of an eight-person high court are obvious — lock. We have, essentially, come to check-mate, with four liberals and four conservatives unable to decide a case. Whatever work (it appears to be quite a bit) is left half-done on cases prior to this moment is now lost, never announced and therefore nullified. With fifty-some cases critical to the democratic process coming up, reaching an ideological standoff WITHOUT REPLACEMENT FOR MORE THAN ELEVEN MONTHS seems unthinkable.

But, although Nino’s body was barely cold when Mitch McConnell swore NOT to allow such a vote, senators crossing the line of such right-wing wisdom will pay a price. There are several up for election this time around who are imperiled. I think it’s clear that we can expect very little flex from this Senate determined to run out the clock, despite the best efforts of the Dems to prod them into following constitutional process.

As to the legislative issues, this is going to work out pretty well for many of the cases that had not come to closure on the left, including voting rights and unions, reproductive rights and immigration, etc. in which lower court rulings will hold. This is NOT good news for the case ruling on emissions we talked about, because the case was seeking release from an appeal stopping it from going forward.

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Both the written and audio readings for the beautiful 2016 annual edition, Vision Quest, are now immediately available. Order all 12 signs at a great value or choose your individual signs.

As to possible candidates, two judges sitting on the appellate court — bi-partisanly confirmed for that position 97 to 0 — are speculative prospects: Jane Kelly and Sri Srinivasan.

Either is non-controversial, BUT they are Obama picks, supposed ‘lame duck’ picks, and fly in the face of high hopes for a Jeb! or Kasich establishment president in 2017. I doubt that even a right-leaning judicial pick would pass the “black guy” boycott at this point.

Electability is suddenly the word of the hour. Making it plain that the next Prez gets the SCOTUS pick traditionally energizes the base on the right — and it BETTER energize the base on the left as well! We are going to see a lot of harsh rhetoric coming at us from the clown car on the right and, no matter how much like a WWE Wrestling event last night’s SC debate appeared, Trump is STILL twice as popular as the next Pub in the polls; pundits say that if he wins in Carolina, there’s no stopping him. Whatever the public decides to do next, it should be clear that a man who is all brand and no substance standing at the top of the American pyramid is the equivalent of putting a fork in us and calling us done!

Clearly, Bernie’s cause just became harder and Hillary’s hopes to avoid being perceived as shrill are over. She is going to double down on all the reasons he CAN’T be considered a realistic candidate, and it ain’t gonna be pretty. She IS — I will grant — victimized by her sex in that she will be forced to use the Mommy Voice (one I have argued many times deserves, at bare minimum, respect for saving the day for those left behind when the daddy’s lollygagged elsewhere) but we must all admit it grates. It’s like when someone uses your middle name, you snap to. It’s a subliminal discomfort that we’ve been “caught,” somehow; a voice from the shadow side, snapping our leash. Added to her legal challenges and trust issues, it’s a volatile mix of dog whistles calculated to piss a lot of people off.

Here’s where I see Bernie stumbling at the moment – he’s got the information and he’s got the chops, but he waits for the questions to come to him. He’s got to start selling himself as well as his platform. Hillary is good at self-promotion. Even if that’s not his style, he’s going to have to get pro-active or be seen as reactive. This doesn’t align with our ‘leadership’ meme — which we will be hearing a LOT MORE about, with so much at stake — frankly, I expect a good deal more hysteria on all levels before this plays itself out. Long view, though — we’ll be talking about this for a loooooooong time!

There are more firsts to note, of course — we’ll be tracking them for a while, it seems — but enough for now. Try NOT to let this level of angst impact your peace today, my dears. There is purpose under heaven!

That note-from-the-wife Viagra plan (h/t aWord) has been around a while. I like it as a washtub of freezing water over their heads (little or big, you pick). But those who deserve it seem not to understand the problem. Which IS the problem, of course.

Thank you, dearhearts, for the good (health) wishes, I take them to heart and appreciate them — and speaking of heart, Be My Valentines today? You are loved and lovable, all!

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To the Letter of the Law, As He Read It

There is no doubt that Justice Antonin Scalia, who was reported dead yesterday evening at 79, cared a great deal about words. He chose his own with dogged deliberation; he also, clearly, possessed a wide vocabulary. In a 2013 interview, he suggested that a major problem with the Internet is its being “the cause of careless writing.”

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“Now the Senate is looking for ‘moderate’ judges, ‘mainstream’ judges. What in the world is a moderate interpretation of a constitutional text? Halfway between what it says and what we’d like it to say?” — Antonin Scalia

The timing of Scalia’s death could be a huge game changer for the 2016 election and for U.S. politics. Eric will have more on this, and on Scalia’s record, in Tuesday’s episode of Planet Waves FM.

True to his natal Chiron in Gemini (and angular Moon conjunct Pallas, perhaps), Scalia’s term on the Supreme Court bench was most remarkable, I would argue, for his tenacious originalism. The terms of the U.S. Constitution — as he believed its authors intended — he undoubtedly held as sacred and untouchable as the dogma of his Catholic faith.

His right-wing political stance probably influenced, at least unconsciously, his understanding of the Constitution’s fundamental meaning and applications.

That understanding led him to defend capital punishment, to support the use of torture, and to object to marriage equality. Then again, he also dissented against the Maryland v. King ruling, which allowed arresting officers to collect cheek swabs, on the basis of its infringement of civil liberties: “But I doubt that the proud men who wrote the charter of our liberties would have been so eager to open their mouths for royal inspection.”

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The problems with his traditionalist stance are serious and manifold, and have been satirized neatly by John Oliver and others. It is debatable whether the Founding Fathers themselves would have encouraged such rigorous adherence to the letter of their writing; never mind whether it’s wise or fair to limit a nation’s progress to the views of men so long dead, however enlightened they were.

Scalia’s natal chart attests both to an almost visceral resistance to change (the rising Moon is closely opposite Uranus) and the deliberate detachment with which he practiced (Mercury and Venus conjunct in Aquarius). The 5th house Sun and Libra rising may be a key to his personal charm, with Saturn conjunct the Sun illustrating his dry and often scathing sense of humor (especially paired with the Scorpio Moon).

Whatever we might feel about Scalia, it’s evident he was sincere in his work, and never reticent in expressing his opinions. It’s also clear (as Judith Gayle has already pointed out) that his death paves the way for real change in the legislative branch. Let us hope his successor has a somewhat more progressive vision.